maandag 20 april 2026

Jim Butcher: Twelve Months

Hi everyone

Twelve Months is the 18th book in The Dresden Files by Jim Butcher. I don’t own this one yet (I’ll be buying my own copy once it’s published in the same edition as the rest of my collection), but my dad kindly lent me his after we talked about our shared love for this series. 

"One year. 365 days. Twelve months.
Harry Dresden has been through a lot, and so has his city. After Harry and his allies narrowly managed to save Chicago from being razed, everything is different—and it’s not just the current lack of electricity.
Harry lost people he cared about in the battle, and that’s the kind of loss that takes a toll. Harry being Harry, he’s doing his best to help the city and his friends recover and rebuild, but it’s a heavy load. He needs time.
Time is one thing Harry doesn’t have, however. Ghouls are prowling Chicago and killing innocent civilians. Harry’s brother is dying, and Harry doesn’t know how to help him. And last but certainly not least, the Winter Queen of the Fae has allied with the White Court of vampires—and Harry’s been betrothed to the seductive, deadly vampire Lara Raith to seal the deal.
It’s been a tough year. More than ever, the city needs Harry Dresden the wizard—but after loss and grief, is there enough left of him to rise to the challenge?"

Twelve Months is very different from the previous books in The Dresden Files. The series has gradually changed and grown over the years. Each book gets darker, the stakes get higher, and the scope expands. Where the early books often felt like fun, action-packed standalone adventures, we’re now at a point where you can’t fully grasp what’s happening without the context of the entire series.
This book is all about what happens after. It follows the destruction of Chicago, the loss of loved ones, and the shattered friendships left in the wake of the previous battle in the 17th book Battle Ground. Harry Dresden is clearly suffering from PTSD, and the story focuses on grief, healing, and the slow, painful process of rebuilding, both personally and the city. It’s contemplative, reflective, and at times downhearted, even hopeless. There were moments that brought tears to my eyes, not just because of the emotional weight, but because of how real it all felt.
As someone who has struggled with depression, Harry’s journey resonated deeply with me. The way he drags himself through each day, the weight of his depression/grief, and the effort it takes just to keep going, it all felt painfully familiar. I think this was a perfect novel to follow up the big battle in Battle Ground. It doesn’t rush the healing process; it acknowledges that recovery takes time, and that’s refreshing and honest. A lot of novels don't even talk about the aftermath of total destruction, instead by the next book nothing is ruined and everyone has healed. Not here; Jim Butcher gives us this insight into his characters.

That said, I struggled with the extreme focus on Harry’s grief for Murphy. While it’s understandable that her loss hits him hard, it felt too narrow. Harry lost so many people in that battle; friends, allies, innocent civilians, his home and his city; yet the story centers almost exclusively on Murphy. The destruction of Chicago, the trauma of the common people, and the loss of other loved ones feel sidelined, and that didn’t sit right with me. It made his grief feel unbalanced, as if only one loss mattered above all others.
Still, I loved seeing the side characters again and watching how they’re healing alongside Harry. The overarching storyline does move forward, and there’s plenty of action, just on a smaller, more personal scale. The book never gets boring, even in its quieter moments.

Have you read Twelve Months? Did you connect with Harry’s journey, or did you feel the same frustration with the focus on Murphy? I’d love to hear your thoughts!

Happy reading!
Helena 

dinsdag 14 april 2026

Dennis E. Taylor: Roadkill

Hi everyone

Roadkill is a standalone science-fiction novel by Dennis E. Taylor. I read this on my e-reader.

"Jack Kernigan is having a bad day...a bad year...a bad life. After being booted out of MIT, he’s back in his Ohio hometown, working for the family business, facing a life of mediocrity. Then one day, out on a delivery, his truck hits...something. Something big...something furry...something invisible. And, it turns out, something not of this Earth.
Fate can play funny tricks. Which is why Jack suddenly finds himself the planet’s best hope to unravel a conspiracy of galactic proportions that could spell the end of the human race. All Jack and his best friends, Natalie and Patrick, have to defeat an alien threat is their wits, a lot of coffee, and a rather snippy AI named Sheldon. Plus, their own spaceship.
After all, if you’re going to rescue the world, the least you can get out of it is your own spaceship."

Roadkill was a lot of fun. It’s entertaining, fast-paced, and packed with pop-culture references that kept me smiling. The plot is straightforward and definitely not deep, the characters are likable (if not very developed), there are plotholes and the worldbuilding is minimal; but that’s totally fine for what this book is: a light, easy, amusing read.
Jack, Natalie, and Patrick are a fun trio, and their banter with the snarky AI, Sheldon, adds a wonderfully playful, comedic touch. 

If you’re in the mood for something lighthearted and fast, Roadkill is a great pick. It’s not deep, but it’s not trying to be. 

Have you read Roadkill? Did you enjoy the ride, or do you have another fun, fast-paced sci-fi to recommend? I’d love to hear your thoughts!

Happy reading!
Helena

maandag 13 april 2026

Eowyn Ivey: Black Woods, Blue Sky

Hi everyone

Eowyn Ivey’s Black Woods, Blue Sky is her third book, and after adoring her first two (The Snow Child and To the Bright Edge of the World), I knew I had to buy it immediately. I treated myself to a copy from Bol using my birthday money.

"Birdie’s keeping it together; of course she is. So she’s a little hungover sometimes, and she has to bring her daughter, Emaleen, to her job waiting tables at an Alaskan roadside lodge, but she’s getting by as a single mother in a tough town. Still, Birdie can remember happier times from her youth, when she was free in the wilds of nature.
Arthur Neilsen, a soft-spoken and scarred recluse who appears in town only at the change of seasons, brings Emaleen back to safety when she gets lost in the woods. Most people avoid him, but to Birdie he represents everything she’s ever longed for. She finds herself falling for Arthur and the land he knows so well. Against the warnings of those who care about them, Birdie and Emaleen move to his isolated cabin in the mountains on the far side of the Wolverine River.
It’s just the three of them in the vast black woods, far from roads, telephones, electricity, and outside contact, but Birdie believes she has come prepared. At first, it’s idyllic, but soon Birdie discovers that Arthur is something much more mysterious and dangerous than she could have imagined, and that like the Alaska wilderness, a fairy tale can be as dark as it is beautiful." 

Black Woods, Blue Sky is a very difficult book to review. I had so many feelings and conflicting thoughts about it, and I’ve struggled to find the words to properly convey my experience.

Ivey’s writing is as atmospheric, captivating, and beautiful as ever. The Alaskan wilderness feels alive and is breathtaking, the sense of isolation, the intense emotions, the wildness, and the magical setting are written so vividly that you can almost feel you're there. 
But Birdie’s obsession with Arthur is where the book becomes deeply unsettling, and I’m not sure it was meant to be this way. Her infatuation grows at an alarming pace, and her actions are often shocking. She forces herself on Arthur sexually, she invites herself and her daughter to live with him without considering what’s best for Emaleen, and she repeatedly endangers her child in pursuit of a man she’s barely known for a year. There are so many red flags surrounding Arthur, and yet Birdie ignores them all, even after he nearly attacks Emaleen. She still chooses him over her daughter, expecting a cold, hungry, scared child to stay alone in the woods. Birdie’s longing for connection and escape is understandable, but her self-centeredness and neglectful parenting felt impossible to reconcile with a character we’re supposed to feel sorry for.

What makes this book so challenging is that Ivey doesn’t shy away from showing the consequences of Birdie’s choices. There’s a scene where Birdie longs to be away from her daughter; to be just herself; while simultaneously missing Emaleen and wanting to be with her. That inner conflict resonated with me deeply. But Birdie’s extreme neglect and reckless decisions crossed a line for me. It made me angry, even livid, because her choices endanger Emaleen repeatedly, and she never truly considers the harm she causes.
I also struggled with the ending. Arthur kills Birdie while in bear form, and it’s clear he doesn’t understand the human consequences of his actions. So why lock him up? It felt unfair and unnecessary. If Arthur wanted to live as a bear, why not let him go? The third part of the book, where Emaleen returns to the wilderness, was a perfect way to end the story and gave me some closure, but the handling of Arthur’s fate still bothered me.

This is not an easy read, and it’s not meant to be. Black Woods, Blue Sky is not a book I “enjoyed” in the traditional sense, but it’s one that will stay with me for a long time. 

If you have read Black Woods, Blue Sky; I’d love to hear your thoughts.

Happy reading!
Helena 

dinsdag 7 april 2026

Brian McClellan: The Autumn Republic

Hi everyone

The Autumn Republic is the epic conclusion to Brian McClellan’s Powder Mage trilogy, and I got my copy from Bol.com. After loving the first two books, I went into this one with high expectations; and girl, did it deliver.

"The capital has fallen...
Field Marshal Tamas returns to his beloved country to find that for the first time in history, the capital city of Adro lies in the hands of a foreign invader. His son is missing, his allies are indistinguishable from his foes, and reinforcements are several weeks away.
An army divided...
With the Kez still bearing down upon them and without clear leadership, the Adran army has turned against itself. Inspector Adamat is drawn into the very heart of this new mutiny with promises of finding his kidnapped son.
All hope rests with one...
And Taniel Two-shot, hunted by men he once thought his friends, must safeguard the only chance Adro has of getting through this war without being destroyed..."

What a conclusion. What an ending. What an absolutely amazing trilogy.
The Autumn Republic does not stop. From the very first page, it’s non-stop, full-steam-ahead action, and I loved every second of it. Brian McClellan ties up every thread perfectly, making this a very satisfying finale.

One of the biggest strengths of this series is its characters. I was especially thrilled that Nila got such a big role, her growth throughout the trilogy has been incredible, and her interactions with Bo were fun, thoughtful, and full of heart. But honestly? I loved every character and every story arc.
McClellan doesn’t overload you with too many POVs, so it’s easy to keep track of everyone. And because each character is so well-developed, you care deeply about all of them. They feel real, flawed, and deeply human.

McClellan’s writing is easy to read but impossible to put down. His style is straightforward and powerful, without any unnecessary fluff. I really appreciate that. There’s no overly flowery prose or meandering subplots; instead, you get tight, gripping action and real emotional depth.

The only negative I have is the recurring "deus ex machina" effect (characters or solutions arriving at just the perfect moment to save the day). It felt a bit too convenient at times and pulled me out of the story slightly. But honestly, that’s a small gripe in an otherwise perfect conclusion.

The Autumn Republic is a perfect conclusion to an amazing trilogy. It’s fast-paced, character-driven, and packed with heart, and a joy to read. 

Have you read the Powder Mage trilogy? Did you love it as much as I did? Or do you have another epic fantasy trilogy to recommend? I’d love to hear your thoughts!

Happy reading! 
Helena 

donderdag 2 april 2026

Wrap Up: March 2026

Hi everyone

Spring is finally here, and I can already feel the longer days and sunshine lifting my spirits, and, I suspect, yours too! 
I’ve been diving into some fantastic books lately, an old favorite, some new discoveries, and even one I had to let go of. 

Here’s a quick roundup of what I’ve been reading in March.

 - Shauna Lawless: The Children of Gods and Fighting Men 

- Neil Gaiman: The Graveyard Book 

- Robin Hobb: City of Dragons 

- Ilona Andrews: Magic Bleeds 

- Jen Williams: The Bitter Twins 

- Terry Pratchett: Thief of Time  

-Charles Dickens: Hard Times

- Lize Spit: Autobiografie van mijn lichaam  

Sadly, I had to quit a book I really didn't like.

- Simon Jimenez: The Spear Cuts Through Water 

What did you read in March? Any hidden gems I should add to my list?

Happy reading!
Helena 

woensdag 1 april 2026

Lize Spit: Autobiografie van mijn lichaam

Hi everyone

Today, I want to talk about Autobiografie van mijn lichaam (Autobiography of My Body) by Lize Spit. This Flemish novel hasn’t been translated into English yet, but it’s so powerful that I couldn’t not share my thoughts on it. If you’re open to discovering international literature, this is one to keep on your radar.
I got this one from our local library. They don't have a SFF section so I mostly go there for our children.

"Altijd als mijn ouders uitreiken: iets in mij wat naar binnen klapt, zoals een boksbal op de kermis uit de automaat tevoorschijn komt nadat er een munt wordt ingebracht, klaar om geramd te worden.
Eind 2021 krijgt Lize Spit een mailtje waarin haar moeder laat weten dat ze ongeneeslijk ziek is. Nu haar moeder nog maar kort te leven heeft, onderneemt Lize een laatste toenaderingspoging. Nooit eerder was het vinden van de juiste woorden zo lastig, nooit eerder was het zo noodzakelijk.
Autobiografie van mijn lichaam is een radicaal eerlijk en aangrijpend onderzoek van een dochter die niet alleen de moeizame relatie met haar moeder probeert te begrijpen, maar ook de verstoorde relatie tot haar eigen lichaam."

Autobiografie van mijn lichaam is an intimate, memoir-like novel where Lize Spit reflects on her life; her childhood, her relationship with her mother, and her own body. The book alternates between her mother’s terminal illness and flashbacks to her traumatic upbringing, creating a raw, emotional portrait of how past trauma shape the present.
What I loved most was how honest and self-critical Spit’s writing is. She doesn’t shy away from the ugly or painful truths. It’s eye-opening, relatable, and deeply moving. As someone who lives with chronic depression, I recognized much of myself in her writing. Her struggles and growth, her relationship with her body felt painfully familiar and incredibly validating. There’s something powerful about reading a book that puts words to experiences you’ve felt but couldn’t articulate.

While I really connected with the story, I struggled with the typical Flemish writing style. It often feels like Flemish and Dutch authors lean into vulgarity, not for depth or realism, but for shock value. The focus on the sexual body and very crude and vulgar language often felt unnecessary, as if it were there just to provoke rather than enhance the narrative. It’s a shame, because the emotional core of the book is so strong that it doesn’t need those elements to be impactful. 

Despite my frustration with the style, Autobiografie van mijn lichaam is a book that stays with you. It’s not an easy read, it’s painful, confrontational, and deeply personal,but it’s also brave and important. Spit’s willingness to confront her past and explore her relationship with her body makes this book a must-read for anyone who’s ever struggled with self-acceptance, trauma, or the weight of family.

Have you read any Flemish or Dutch books that left an impact on you?  I’d love to hear which ones!

Happy reading!
Helena